No celebrating mood...
Turned down a couple invitations.
Call me anti social but really.. doesn't have the mood to celebrate anything
at all.
Shall bring laptop home, play game, surf net, watch youtube later on.
that will be the plan for this year Christmas Eve.
Glad that she is having so much fun, with eating.. chit chatting,
celebration...
Dinner now..
Mass later...
Games tomorrow..
Given a choice
Have a Christmas Celebration like year 2008, with her by my side.. heart in
php
or
Have a Christmas like year 2009, with her at php, enjoying and spend every
single joyful moment with her family and friend, me in singapore, seeking
shelter at aunt's place.
I guess.. I will still choose the latter.
So long she is happy, I guess, I should be glad..
Oh well, can't help it but to feel really lonely.
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